Well, here is yet another blog... my blogs are random, and i wish i did them more often, especially around summer time (when i am not using the brain cells).
Tonight, i decided i wanted to write where i am at emotionally, first, then discuss another topic, second. The reason, i want to state where i am at first, is because i was thinking that maybe years from now i will be in a different place in my life, this site will totally be forgetten, then just maybe i will remember, and be able to track back to when i was 21.. and what life was like... (that's if this site doesn't close down, by the time that is going to happen ;-)! )
OH k.... so yet again, ANOTHER close friend of mine (who i look up to spiritually) is fired from my church. What do you do with that kind of news? It has been pretty crazy because it is like a total flashback...! I have been here before and i HATE it! Last time, i gave into my anger, and i became bitter. The thing i am praying against (constantly, might i add) is bitterness this time. I have grown since the last time, not saying it isn't harder than hell, but i am able to look back and see where i allowed biterness to enter, and am able to fight against that! James 1:1-2 says that the testing of our faith develops perserverance... extraordinary right? I have been here before, i am perservering because my faith was tested, and i came out on the other side with Jesus holding my hand... the reality is, that it isn't that hard, because i know what will come of it... i know i will come out of this with Jesus holding my hand on the other side!! It's absolutely taking me for a whirlwind, my emotions are all over the place, but that's oh k... because my MIGHTY God has me...
I was going to blog on something else too, but i will have to save that for next time, i am going to the Falkes lol!!
Enjoy!! whoever reads this!! lol
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ive read this post like then times!! write a new one:)
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