I hate thinking of clever titles for my blog posts, so I just don't.
My roommates moved officially today. Quite a sad day. On a good note, my new roommates are moving in tomorrow. They seem like cool peeps, so we shall see. I think this is the start of a beautiful friendship.
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
The quest took a pleasant hiatus... for a second.
So, I was on a quest that started about 2 months ago, to find a place to call home. One I could leave my parents house for, and be just as comfortable. 3 weeks ago, I found that place. I found a home that was fun, down to earth, comfortable, and just perfect. My quest was over, I had arrived. Or so I thought...
I am not on my quest again. My roommates are moving to Sacramento, and I potentially am going to have to move again. It really is unfortunate, because I LOVED my roommates and the atmosphere of my new home.
What I do not love, is searching for a new place to live. I don't really want to take a chance on more strangers. Oh well, we don't always get what we want right?
I have decided not to finish this post because I am tired. Adios blogworld, see you soon.
I am not on my quest again. My roommates are moving to Sacramento, and I potentially am going to have to move again. It really is unfortunate, because I LOVED my roommates and the atmosphere of my new home.
What I do not love, is searching for a new place to live. I don't really want to take a chance on more strangers. Oh well, we don't always get what we want right?
I have decided not to finish this post because I am tired. Adios blogworld, see you soon.
Monday, February 08, 2010
A New Journey
So, a friend of mine blogged tonight, so I thought I'd follow suit. It has been awhile since I blogged, so it is time.
This friend of mine blogged about how quick life is, and how rarely we stop to breathe. I totally agree with her. I think we live in a world where the fast paced lifestyle is expected and accepted, whereas it's opposite is rejected. I often find myself wondering where time goes, and question whether I am doing what I really want to be doing. The reality is this... We like the fast-paced lifestyle, and it doesn't matter what we WANT to be doing, because we won't ever be able to get past the fear of jumping. We are a people who are afraid to slow down and reflect, because all those balls we are juggling, will come tumbling down if we stop. Keeping the fast-paced lifestyle means we don't have to sit and reflect. We don't have to sit and think about how badly we would like to be doing something else, because the fast-paced lifestyle keeps us distracted. I mean seriously, what would I do if I didn't do what I am doing? The fear of taking a leap and doing what is exciting, sounds very appealing... And scary. Here is another hard truth, what do I really want to be doing? Working at Storyland & Playland isn't so bad. I am making a difference, and paying the bills. Is there something more exciting? If so, what is it?
Before Daniel and I started dating, merely when we worked together, we had a conversation about dreams. He was telling me what he wanted to do in life, and what sounded appealing, and when the question was asked in return, I had nothing. Why is that? Is it because I don't have any dreams, or is it because I haven't taken the time to think about them. Or... Maybe it is because those things that sound wonderful don't make sense to a 23 year old who should be thinking about a career and a family, etc. I don't know. It is definitely something I should think about.
Right now, in this present moment, I want to excel in school. I want to be loved and love in return with ALL that I am. I want to suceed at my job. These are some of the things I want. Oh and I want to take a trip out of town. :)
Life is a journey.
This friend of mine blogged about how quick life is, and how rarely we stop to breathe. I totally agree with her. I think we live in a world where the fast paced lifestyle is expected and accepted, whereas it's opposite is rejected. I often find myself wondering where time goes, and question whether I am doing what I really want to be doing. The reality is this... We like the fast-paced lifestyle, and it doesn't matter what we WANT to be doing, because we won't ever be able to get past the fear of jumping. We are a people who are afraid to slow down and reflect, because all those balls we are juggling, will come tumbling down if we stop. Keeping the fast-paced lifestyle means we don't have to sit and reflect. We don't have to sit and think about how badly we would like to be doing something else, because the fast-paced lifestyle keeps us distracted. I mean seriously, what would I do if I didn't do what I am doing? The fear of taking a leap and doing what is exciting, sounds very appealing... And scary. Here is another hard truth, what do I really want to be doing? Working at Storyland & Playland isn't so bad. I am making a difference, and paying the bills. Is there something more exciting? If so, what is it?
Before Daniel and I started dating, merely when we worked together, we had a conversation about dreams. He was telling me what he wanted to do in life, and what sounded appealing, and when the question was asked in return, I had nothing. Why is that? Is it because I don't have any dreams, or is it because I haven't taken the time to think about them. Or... Maybe it is because those things that sound wonderful don't make sense to a 23 year old who should be thinking about a career and a family, etc. I don't know. It is definitely something I should think about.
Right now, in this present moment, I want to excel in school. I want to be loved and love in return with ALL that I am. I want to suceed at my job. These are some of the things I want. Oh and I want to take a trip out of town. :)
Life is a journey.
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