My credential journey thus far...

So, I am aspiring to be a teacher. I am half way through my classes, half way through the CSET, and completely unprepared to be done. So far my experience in getting my teaching credential has been less than exciting. Unfortunately, National University has not met my expectations. It is frustrating to sign up for a program who clearly states they offer all classes on-site, just to have all my on-site classes cancelled. Honestly, I am struggling with the online classes I am forced to take because I have a procrastination issue. I am hoping it gets better, and am trying to look on the bright side, but it is difficult.

As far as the CSET goes, I have taken 2 out of the 4 subtests that are necessary. The unfortunate thing is I failed one of those sections.I have the opportunity to take it again on July 10th, so we will see.

All this said leads me to how I am truly feeling. I am feeling defeated. I feel as if I should just blow it off, and be an Executive Assistant somewhere and be content in that. I usually excel, or at least not struggle, through things, and I hate this feeling. I know that all the school work is not going to actually be what I am doing when I am a teacher, but seeing the silver lining is difficult. The one thing I have going for me, is that I am not a quitter. I usually follow through with what I set out to do. We will see. Hopefully things start brightening up.

I should have gotten into speech language pathology. They make the beaucoup bucks. Oh well... You live and learn.

Random. Good. Night.

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Nobody ever reads my blog. Or maybe they do, but never comment? Oh my, oh me.

The Future

What does it hold? I wonder.